went tO sUN church service coZ sat mum wun allow mi 2 gO...haiZ....can't even c Bro Derrick 4 the last timE b4 he gO 4 pOlice forCE ....but at least i can gO 4 suN one...Thx God....but stiLL cannOt get 2 c him...coZ he iS busy...haB 2 rest weLL and pacK stuFFs....meet SuiSui at boonlay...she also went 4 CHC...sO gD...hmm...dunO if she's going tO gO CHC for permanent anot....really hope she could join here! hahaZ...then hab lunch at Jurong Pt ...jt and i ate kuay tiao mee ....we ordered soup based one...but duno y the auntie gave uS the dry one...then went to kahtib cafe...willie taught mi, jt and min hui lesson 6 GS....haiZ...still left one more chp...hope can finish fast....haiZ...can't gO 4 the 2 session...hab 2 gO thru the CIC 1st....if can gO 2 2 session then mi and jT can go YMCA together sia....haiZ....cough all da way hm and until i dozed off....beri xin ku....todae mum forbib mi going to sch...tOOk mi 2 c doctor...now my throat still beri itchy...veri unbearable....haiZ...muS get well sOOn...so then i can gO church and hope mum would let mi gO...haiZ....mi wanted tO buy a bible asap...coZ bible lOst sia...haiZ...mi beri careleSS...nv teLL anione except jt and hy...coZ dun want others to noe....mi beri irresponsible horhZ...they already hab their own problems to handle liaoZ...mi dun wanna add another burdan to them...sO muS blame myself and solve the problem myself....haiZ...getting bursary on sat...haiZ...crash wiB Church service...so how? mi beri luan liaoZ...wat's happening tO mi? starting of 1st yr alreadi got sO much problems liaoZ...dun wana tO think ahead sia....mi should haB faith in GoD riteZ....let God guide mi on ba....i really tO tired tO carry the burdan liaoZ....God i must hab faith...imust!!!!