haben write for a few daes liaoZ....most of the time reach hm at abt midnite....mum forbid mi using com tat late...so now got time 2 write liaoZ...heheZ...hmmm...let mi tok abt fridae 1st...i went for the youth discipleship camp (12.30pm-4.30pm) aniway...i left abt 3.30 pm liddat....the camp it's abt ( i believe in you)...toking abt ur spiritual leadership....how 2 be an good armour-bearer for your cell-grp leader...toking of that....hmmm...wat should i gif bro derrick for christmas pressie? Christmas is approaching and i dun hab much time 2 shop for pressie sia...also... my pay was not out yet...i could see my torn wallet...so sad...then i and jt went to work...selling can drinks...we had to write a list of can drinks that we sold mahZ...and one of the can sold was root beer...and she wrote root bear....we laughed and i show her what i worte a few daes ago in the list.....root bear 2 ! hehe...frenZ really think alike! a real-life example here...guess what i dream that nite? i'm selling can drinks...and i recognise a tiger beer can...as i was abt to sell it to a customer...i was shocked...the can was labelled as tiger-bear!!! lolX ...i noe it's lame...but it's a dream that i'll neber 4get in my life....then saturdae emerged...i went to the round-up parade...although that dae was raining...and i came to sch drenched...but it was a really fun and touching dae that hab crafted into my heart...habing some worship....and games ...then the most touching scene...we get to watch a video that was created specially for us by our officer Ms Sherine...but she was not there...she was in hospital....oh...dun mistaken...she was there for a special reason...a baby gal was born...heard them sae she was named Jadlyn...oh so sweet...We watched the video...which hab brought us back many memories...specially in GB fm 2000-2004...a place where we shed not only sweat...but also tears and blood...a place where our frenship blossoms...fm we're juS another blur blur sec one daes...to now graduating...time really past unknowingly....the most touching part is when Ms sharon read to us a letter which Ms Sherine had wrote when she was in labour...everybody couldn't hide our tears at that point of time...a mixed feeling that each and everyone of us had and know deeply in our hearts...a feeling that was really hard to bear...we then got a CD of the video...soon...we then go out of the ava rm...ms joyann touched cf and mi on our shoulders and said 'Mus come to the cell-grp more often k? we will miss you' then i hugged her again...sniff...at that point of time...i really felt myself as a traitor...as i beginning to think of the path that i have chosen recently...i began to think...issit a big mistake? hab i chosen a wrong path? Dear heavenly God, hab i? God, i put my life into your hands...that you will help me to choose the right path...i'm really on a verge of breaking down... :( i believe in you and put my trust in you .In Jesus name, most mightly name i give thanks and pray.Amen. Saturdae...went to church...too bad i can't attend the sun dae service...abt Sy rogers...but hey...i get to watch some part on the internet...praise the Lord...and i remembered one thing that he said there...it's not how the people think...it is what u perceive the things to be.... a sentence that leaves me to think alot...thinking abt which path should i go....